Because enough isn't enough...

Baby number four in our family - gone. Miscarriage number two.

I didn't know I was pregnant.

I didn't plan the pregnancy.

I thought the bleeding was just a period - until the labor-esque cramps and clotting started...

It started at 6:30 pm.

It was over (the worst) by 10:30 pm.

Pregnancy over.

Baby gone.

How can I be so desperately in love with a child that I didn't know existed?

Empty.

Alone.

Missing my mommy.............